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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i hate you
i hate you so much
i love you
i love you so much
i fall
i fall too much
i rise
i cant rise much
i think
but i doubt too much
i feel
but i feel too much

tt's how i feel for now =)
haha.. i created this during PEEE.. how bored.. im totally lost and in a daze the whole morning.. but anyways hsia ask me go watch movie. prob we'll go watch a movie.. i'm bored..i dun wanna go to sch anymore.. it's stressing me.. i dun like it.. ahmad said i looked v pale today.. poor poor me.. well.. gay gang's CS-ing..jus now during class.. smth bothered David..it's obvious n i think im the only one who noes..Jus so happens.. weesuan the bastard wans to fight wif David after sch.. weesuan is a loser.. i feel tt there's no need ya c..*geez*

yest was bee suan's bday so i wished her and we clicked so we kept sms-ing.. she's cool.. n i wish her all the luck in the world to b a shu nu!! haha.. -.-''
i've nv been this "happy" for quite sum time..
yest i wanted to tell hs smth i've been wanting to tell him for a long time..i wanna tell him how i really feel n how we shld deal wif it.. but yest he pissed me off by saying " watever u wanna say.. i think you're repeating urself" meaning i always beat ard the same old conversations. tt's wrong. i mean ya. tt's right. so i told him since u noe then u go figure. then i said bye.. i was so pissed.. i tried toking to him nicely by calling him n tell him in a v act cute tone tt ghost festival starting n he was like.. UHUH tt kinda attitude.. wassup.. -.-'' sheeesshh. so rude. not like the old him.. is it really lydat? tt spells how u shld treat ur bestie? welll.. guess the "myth" abt giving shoes n flip flops for bdays. ur frens leave u.

leaving..ya.. prob. i tell myself. if i dont do smth asap.. we'll prob lose this frenship but sumtimes i think to myself.. why muz i be the who's giving in ? when he didnt even bother..
now tt i've thot abt it..he nv wakes me up every morn..he nv wans to go home wif me after sch.. he nv took the initiative to anyways. so y m i ? i feel kinda stupid doing things lydat.

jus like yest.. i noe we wont be toking much or wont be toking at all but i m willing to go home wif him.. i even accompanied siva for lunch-dinner. so tt i can wait for him n yet.. he gif u excuses like i dunn got go out wif beesuan anot..

i found out smth abt this guy.. he doesnt dare reject ppl so he'll jus say.. c first.. cos i dunno this i dunno tt.. tt means a flat "NO". i dun wanna go hm wif u. y m i so stupid? omg. how dumb.

aiya.. watever.time heals wounds. all i need is time =)
outta faith ? time will bring it back
time heals wounds. =)

<3 time
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