*`/so thankful I found you.

torn

Monday, July 24, 2006

There's nothin' where he used to lie
Our conversation has run dry
That's what's goin' on
Nothing’s fine
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I fee
lI'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

well..guess these speak for themselves.. i'm torn.. in a way or another.. torn in a lotta ways..
holes here n there..bits n pieces.. my debris falling behind every step i take.. u can find bits n pieces of me if u're wif me.. haha.. i'm torn..

i failed to be who i m.. i went behind my words.. i did things tt i shouldnt haf.. i feel so betrayed by myself.. such a failure i am.. i proved myself once again i'm a loser and i did not stand by myself n yet i betrayed n ruined myself..

i'm ashamed n dumb.. it's all torn.. me.. my life my future..
i dunno if i regretted it..
i jus noe for now.. i'm torn..

-torn-