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Of all the earthly music, that which reaches farthest into heaven is the beating of a truly loving heart.

Y sheenaaa

26oct1988

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singapore poly

im not young.not yet old

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trying so hard
Wednesday, July 26, 2006

i'm already trying so hard to patch things up wif bestie. but to not much avail. if u allow me to say tt

i tried toking to him like a crazy doll and try to do certain things differently already but it doesnt seem to be much of a difference.. tt's sad

i truly wonder wat's gotten wrong? was it me? was it him? now all i care abt is myself..or so i thot. i WANNA care only abt myself if i could.=) couldnt bear to do so .

it seems like i'm into this blogging thing now tt i'm being so emo n all.. david told me kevin read my blog.. HI KEVIN.. HOW THE HELL DID U NOE ABT THIS? =)

emo emo me.. David's gonna get so pissed if he noes i kept on telling him how i emo i m n how sorry i feel for myself n tt i'm such a loser.. he'll prob get angry n feel tt i'm useless .
shheessshhh.. i'm so bored today.. i thot tt there would be maths lessons in the noon but it was full.. the room was full so we couldnt go.. SAD.. really wanted to study.. as i've said.. trying to focus more on myself here =) a lil encouragement?

things havent been gg v well i guess.. not only for me.. but for lots more other ppl. the ppl ard me are facing breakups and frustrations n all tt.. it's sad to c wat the world has turned into..

breathing in the foul odour of the world. sure is stinky alright. the world is cruel n unfair. whoever said it wasnt? geez.. haha.. i'm feeling alright. cos yest i met up wif hsia n i suddenly feel tt i shouldnt be sad.. cos at least i've got one lil baby angel by my side.. i haf another baby angel but he's been a notti angel so i'm punishing him to go into the mines of the pixies and gather pixie dust. i haf other lil angels too but they are busy wif their work n they haf their own life jus like David "the so called bestie" angel. bishi and shumin..peng..maan all of em'
arent i fortunate? i guess so

so ya noe wat ? i'm standing tall.. nv gonna fall again.. it's jus a notti angel.. it'll be ok .. we'll b able to reconcile n patch things up =) right baby angel ?

well.. i think tt's all for today.. stay tune next time for "THE EMO ADVENTURES OF SHEENA"

now tt's lame..

ciao