JoanJoan
Jennyfurr
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
was listening to ai mei(ambiguous) by rainie yang cheng ling and it hit me..
prob this is how i felt..these are the lyrics of the song
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽停在这里
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你
the whole thing was exactly like how the song sounded..
probably since there's no meaning. might as well put an end to it.
as long as we're still frens now.. tt's all tt matters =)
althou we surpassed frenship but we were nv close to relationships or anything of tt sort.
guess tt's the furthest we could go.afterall there will be certain things n matters we arent allowed to do.sumtimes i feel inconvinced n i even doubt if the one standing in front of me is the real you.
geez.. the more u write the more emotional u get.well.. i found an english translation cos the above chi words couldnt b read. =) enjoy the feelings tt im feeling now
Ambiguity makes people nurse grievance
The evidence of love can not be found
When should I go forward? When should I give up?
I can’t even bring up the courage to hug you
I can only come this far with you;
there are still some things that we can not do
We’re more than friends, but we’re not a couple yet
The scenery afar seems to be raining soon
Should I cry or not? Is it me or you who's thinking too much?
I’m very not convinced, and I'm also starting to suspect
whether the person in front of me, is he the same, real you?
Ambiguity makes people become greedy;
until the waiting has lost its meaning
However you and I are not able to write the endings
Let the beauty of pity stay here