JoanJoan
Jennyfurr
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
=) im listening to jolin's jia zhuang (pretending). so nice lehx. no wonder she's every1's idol. beauty.brains n talent. shes got it all i muz say.
well.. today i had my lab test. thot i'm gg to like barely pass or smth. but i got 75! well.. althou i could haf done better but i'm happy =) well. at first miss tan min inn keep on hurrying me to gif her the V2. then i havent finish she came then say haiyo. nv change the volt huh! then she changed for me n deduct my 5 marks.. alamak.. i noe de lohx.. stupid -.-'' bai bai minus 5 marks.. haha.. nvm la.. let her win. then my last qn was sumthin like theory. omg. i dunno how to do all this shit. so i wrote watever i noe. then i passed it up. then min inn was saying.. haiyo. ah na arh! y u go add one more resistor in ? now the whole thing wrong . so my 20 marks oso gone. tt's how i got 75. BLAH!
haha.. then i was sitting down at the street soccer court wif gay gang n co. and they were playing soccer as usual. me? i was sitting by the pole n staring blankly in the sky. i was listening to chi emo songs. BLAH! haha. den they asked me y so sad? i jus smiled la. after tt we went for PEEE tutorial n i sat wif chong wee cos he had the txtbk. so we were studying while the rest of the gay gang discuss abt girls chao geng n which girls are gd to make love to. -.-'' loads of names came up. mostly celebrities.tsk tsk. haha.. well.. guys being guys. wat to do?
after tutorial i went down n i saw yong zhi.on the outside i was smiling n saying hi to him but on the inside. i was saying "SHIT! he muz b near by" so i didnt turn my head back cos i noe it would b awkward so i kept toking to yongzhi but when i was done. i turned n i saw him smiling.
u cant really bring urself to hate this lovely guy. his smile so sweet. hard. well. so i smiled back n we walked together n we went hm together but on the train i was more concentrated in toking to gawain. when we alighted. there was this awkward silence. real bad. so he asked me like. whether is there golf today n all tt so i jus replied wif one word. n suddenly i thot to myself "i thot we were still gd frens?" so i laughed out loud n tapped him n asked him to lets go la. he'll prob think im weird. then we departed into two ways.
i think i'm getting back to the old me. the sec 1 n 2 me. i went home n locked myself in the room n kept on listening to emo songs n lying on the bed. staring blankly at the ceiling. jus nice. all the songs tt i was listening to had sum relation wif wat i m facing now. i sure do miss how he smelt.how he laughed.how he used to look at me. a lot. *sigh* althou my hands are moving now. my eyes are staring at the screen blankly. but ya. as sum ppl say. u'll get over it after sum time. n i believe so too. =)
mr tsai told me today no golf. cancel again. postpone again. sheesh. i havent got my PC how to go malaysia for the golf tournament? haiz. sian arhx!!! nvm lohx.. later go fetch ken ken from sch then go tuitor him n stuff.. keep myself occupied. life sure is boring now.
i was kinda sad tt there was supper yest n no1 thot abt me. prob like wat bestie said. i'm invisible. =(
hee.. nvm la. i'm better off alone anyways. =) HEE HEE!
tink tt's all. my laptop's batt is running low. =) wah!! tt jolin song is getting to me. the song so damn emo. i listen liao feel like crying. =( i go back into my room to listen. hee. take care..
bye