JoanJoan
Jennyfurr
Monday, September 11, 2006
hmm.. thinking bout him again.. woah.. im dumb.. sure am dumb..
saw him this morn under his blk at abt 6.20am? was toking to bishi xiang n sujin. don ask me y we chose to sit under his blk. it was the nearest place tt has got seats..hmm.. yeah..
he looked so sleepy.. reminded me of the days we went to work n the days we went to sch together.. he would always haf tt sleepy blur look.. so cute pls.. haha.. it makes u jus wanna shuffle his hair n cuddle him..yeah.. sure do miss his hair..i remembered once we were toking abt my uncle knowing abt us at this lil shelter at 369 then he held my hands n bent forward n told me tt we shld not worry abt ppl like my uncle. and he smiled and then i bent forward n his hair smelt gd.. he knew tt i liked the smell of his hair then he let me smell his hair..so tt when i was smelling..he'll lift his head up to gimme a peck.. so sweet..
does it help me in any way if i were to reminisce abt the past? nah.. it makes it worse in fact.. but hmm.. i would always smile foolishly to myself when i think abt the past..haha.. sweeet sweeeet memories i mus say =)
haha.. oh yeah.. tt day when we met up for supper.. i think it was 2 days ago.. yeah.. every1 noes xiang n i are close n we're cool but i dunno y tt day ar.. xiang spoke a lil diff.. prob it's cos hs was sitting in front of me..he became a lil fierce n it really scared me.. normally when i say.. wo men jia ge ge!! he will say like.. gan ma ar jie jie? he'll jus play along wif me.. but he didnt.. hmm.. but yest we met up again.. n he became how he was again.. weird.. haha..
sujin yest kept on suaning me .. sayin abt hs n all tt.. bad man he.. haha.. the 4 of us were toking abt ghost n haunted hses all tt.. scary pls.. freaked me out totally.. haha..they commented on my fig.. such a small girl wif a small body but big legs.. -.-'' i noe tt la.. need to emphasize ar? haha..then they said tt my dress sense was a lil too plain n simple n i shld try daring n fashionable clothes .. hmm.. mayb 1 day i'll bring xiang out on a total makeover session.. wif xiang as the makeover artiste tt is.. haha..
soon on wed im gonna go on a chalet wif my 5 pri sch buddies!! hsia..bishi..lionel..guowei..jianwei n i!!! the 6 of us r gg to rock the whole chalet down.. HOPEFULLY!(the last time we did tt we ended up in a fight..bleah!!)haha.. looking forward so much!! =P well.. haf to buy wenqi n hsia a bday present.. wanna thank hsia so so so much for being there for me la.. she's a great great great pillar of strength.. always there to support n push me up whenever im abt to fall.. thanks hsia!! =)
okay.. it's gg to b 11pm n i think i'll go take a great hot bath n we'll c wat we can do later on.. heh!!
=) -gone-