JoanJoan
Jennyfurr
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
omg.. im in deep shit.. yeah.. have been hanging out wif jason v v v often almost everyday..i swear i enjoy his company a lot but this happened on a sat, hs’s bday.. i was working n he offered to come fetch me home from work.. i keep on refusing but he insisted so i was like okay lohx.. -.-'' then we went to imm n had our dinner.. walked ard.. then he kept v quiet..so he said he didnt feel like gg to hsia's hse warming so i was like.. ok lo.. then he said he wans to go home.. so we went seperate ways.. he went up the boonlay side i went up the pasir ris side then suddenly i c him appear next to me..so i was like huh? then he said he'll accompany me then walk thru to boonlay tt side de train so ok loh.. then we went in n when i sat down he sat down too..-.-'' n said he'll acc me to gombak..okok lo..then we alighted then i asked him whether he wanted to go to hsia's hse warming but he didnt wan to.. so he held my wrist n brought me to the end n asked me to wait for the train wif him..kk lo..-.-'' then he said "u noe y i so quiet?" "cos i v mao dun.. my korkor ask me go home play mahjong but i dun wanna go home.." then i straightaway shout.."go home la.. don shao ta men de xing" then he say he wan to think abt it.. so i let him think..then i kept scolding him asking him to make up his mind cos a lotta trains have passed by n xiang + sujin waiting for me le.. then he said cos he didnt bear to leave me..(bu she de)..-.-'' i pretended i didnt hear tt so i kept asking him to make up his mind. then he pulled me over n whispered into my ear .."wo...erm...ni" then i would hear so i was like.. ni wo erm wat? then he mouthed the words.. i knew smth was wrong so i didnt wanna hear anymore so i stood up n told him tt when he noe wat he wans to say then msg me.. n i fled v fast.. n he msged me "wo xi huan ni"..i didnt noe wat to reply so i replied PI LAH!! u wanna come anot? don wanna come then faster go home k? thn he called.. he ran all the way to find me..-.-'' i was scared.. v scared..so i called bishi down.. then he saw bishi n also my scared behaviour he was upset n he went home..-.-'' crazy.. so we up.. n i saw sj toking on the phone.. i knew it was jason..confirm..-.-''every1 knew la.. hsia..bishi..xiang n sj..jason then called me n said he's at hsia's blk downstairs ask me go down.. xiang gave me the look tt i shldnt go down.. but sj ask me to go down..so i did.. hsia n bishi acc me down n went to buy drink.. so its me n jason..omg..he put his arm on my shoulder n he said it looked like jay chou's mtv "tui hou" wif hebe n jay in it.. he said we looked like tt particular scene..-.-'' i jus said.."ur hand KIAP DAO my hair"..-.-''he sian..haha.. i liked his jacket a lot so he let me put it on..wanted to go play bowling wif the guys de but jason not happy.. i mean like im not ur stead can u dun control me? -.-'' then he send me home.. on the way to the mrt.. he kept trying to hold my hand..i don wan him to hold but he kept asking whether he cld hold.. then i slipped my hand into the jacket sleeve n he took out my hand n wanted to hold it but i clenched my fist don let him touch..then when we reach the mrt.. he looked at me v pitifully.. n said.. pls.. thn i saw the train arriving in less than 2 mins so i let him hold lohx.. how stupid..out of pity bah.. then less than 20 secs.. i remove n ask him to go up.. but he was v v happy le..-.-'' ok.. i reached hm he kept calling n sms-ing n asking me stuff .. omg. fainting.. i told him la.. abt hs.. i jus told him tt.. last time i like hs n i think i still cannot forget.. i rejected him indirectly.. he wanted to noe more but i didnt tell him anythin.. omg.. hs's bday n smth like this happened.. shit.. I V SIAN ARH
well.. today (mon).. he sms-ed me asking me if we could meet i didnt reply n he kept calling n i didnt ans.. then he msged me smth like m i avoiding him? all tt kinda stuff la.. then he kept calling so i ans-ed.. he ask to meet i said dun wan. i gg out wif xiang later.. he keep askin whether he cld come.. i said cannot.. don wan.. but he kept calling n sms-ing..i couldnt take it seriously.. he jus told me.." i wait for u at the merlion area near esplanade..bye".. i msg-ed him n said i don care..i wont go.. n he waited for abt 4 hours? then he called me.. i was wif xiang n ah ken.. on the train to town.. he kept on "crying n crying" begging me to let him go.. he kept saying "qiu qiu ni"..omg.. i jus kept rejecting then i stopped ans-ing all his calls.. then at abt 7 he gave up n he said,,he won fan me le.. but he still wish to wtch death note wif me.. watever..
the reason y i won even gif him a chance is tt he's a flirt.. he c 1 he like 1.. sj told me..when he has a stead he can like 3 girls n all the 3 girls like him a lot so they sacrifice n let him use them..omg.. -.-'' pls.. n sj think tt its cos he broke up wif gf then wanna find new girl as substitute..shit tt.. omg.. but in front of me he really looked as if he was despo for me.. even xiang oso felt tt way.. but i would nv even consider this guy..how can a guy b such a flirt? omg.. poor gf he's got.. im terrified of him.. i think mayb tmr i pass him his DVD le then i will try not to c him again.. scary man.. but he called sj today n told him i was avoiding him..omg..he keep on telling sj la.. -.-'' then he jio sj tmr go pub drink .. beer on him.. he so thrifty oso can lydat..-.-''.. then sj ask me to go down tmr to settle this wif jason.. if hsia would go i'd go.. omg.. im risking myself .. so scary pls..
im scared of jason n he's not tt stupid foolish guy i used to think he was.. he's not simple at all.. well.. wolf under sheep's clothing.. devil in disguise.. watever.. but he's freaking me out.. cos of this i wonder to myself.. will i ever meet decent guys? hmm.. well..hs was gd.. i guess...
tt's all.. wish me gd luck ..