JoanJoan
Jennyfurr
Thursday, December 07, 2006
I HATE MY CLASS ESP MY "GANG"!! I HATE THEM SO MUCH!!!
they nv considered how i feel or watever.. wat do u wan me to say? they are 17.. forgive their childishness? to hell with them.. i had it with david n i had it with every1 else..
today was our CRS presentation.. yest i asked them if we were suppose to wear formal.. siva said he's gg to.. so i asked him to tell every1 n call me again so i can tell ho ming(from another class) wat to wear.. he didnt call me back.. so i called one by one to ask if they were wearing.. siva is wearin..chong wee not wearing..yien said he dunno.. anything..(wat was tt ans?).. i told ho ming n he didnt reply me.. so wat shld i wear? i sent all of em emails..i did their research for them.. i did the whole project myself.. the only thing they had to do was to wear proper and present.. but they cant decide wat they wanna wear.. so i wore nicely but not tt formal.. n i appeared in class.. they blamed me.. they say y didnt i wear formal then ask them wear formal.. i was telling them i asked them yest they gave me tt kinda ans-s.. wat was i suppose to wear?couldnt take it.. i jus kept quiet.. during the presentation.. ho ming didnt come.. i had to present his pt.. the other 3 guys didnt noe wat was the slide toking abt..i believe tt they werent even understanding anything.. screw them la..
then later on.. we went to project 1.. i was so left out.. sitting there alone n quietly.. i didnt noe wat to do.. so i listened to music until the session was over.. i finished my project so i had nth to do.. during the break.. siva n i were walking to fc3 for lunch.. he wanted to meet his frens.. n he told me yien they all comin later..so i followed him.. later on i called yien cos he miss called me.. he said hi..bye.. omg..so irritated.. i called david.. then i saw david..kong..yien downstairs so i hung up.. n i walked to them n called david again.. david said "HELLO..BYE".. asshole.. i was so mad.. i walked thru fc3 n went straight up to them n shouted to them la..i called them bloody bastards or smth like tt.. so angry la.. then they were laughing n smiling n david said " SHEENA.. v fun ar.. miss call me?" i was like shouting at him saying tt i saw him tt's y i hung up.. n he said hi bye.. -.-'' i jus stomped away la..kong was like.."EH..CHILL LA"..but his tone like v buay song.. i v upset.. i went to the toilet n i cried la.. i dun even noe y i cried.. i jus hate my class la.. they suck.. i didnt noe where to go.. cos i dun wanna go t15.. cos my whole class is there..so i stayed in the toilet.. until 12.30 so i decided i had to eat so i went to get milo from the vending machine n now im sitting down outside my classroom and blogging.. 6 more mins till class starts.. so upset.. im not gg to tok to them.. they are suckers..
oh my.. i stayed in the toilet for too long.. so hot.. now im sweating..-.-''.. LEG NUMB.. OH MY..SHIT.. can my day b any worse? i actually wanted to go home de.. but.. aiyah.. nvm lA.. study more impt..
hs finally went to c a doc.. he'll recover in abt 2 weeks..at times like this..how i wish i had hs ard.. but seriously.. i dunno y im clinging onto him.. he told sj i was like a sec sch crush to him.. haha.. im so dumb.. watever it is.. im gg to end here.. my legs are numb.. i gotta stand up.. end here then..
-hate you