JoanJoan
Jennyfurr
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
wassup with me?
im already letting go of the past le. like wat my pastor once told me. u will nv succeed unless u put down ur past n look forward to the future. well. i guess he's right. holding back wont do any help to u =D im already letting go already.. thou sumtimes memories do come bumping into ur head every once in a while. i miss hs. haha.. but the days b4 yest. i nv thot i'd miss him tt much. last nite. i was v down. i wanted to turn to sum1. i almost called hs and asked if he could lend a cryin shoulder. i hesistated n decided not to. it would make myself be seen as a cheap slut. so i decided not to. im decent k? haha =X
anyways.. i found out a fact recently tt no matter wat i will nv b with jason. i would rather die than b with him. i dun even like him at all. that nite when we all found out tt james had a baby.. was v happy for him.. cos i had once pictured me n hs together in the future. haha.. dumb. =D
then tt nite they keep toking abt jason but i mean like even shihsia dun understand. jason is jus a fren. well.. i made everything v clear to him.. i mean like ive repeated this for like over n over again. there's no use in him waiting anyways. haha.
wanna thank jason for teaching me a lil bit of autocad. i finished the whole thing in time n i was v happy cos i thot i would have not known how to do. YEAH!! REJOICED!! =D
ya noe wat? i've been wanting to do smth for a long time but i nv had the courage to do it.. mayb i will in the near future =D who noes?
jus now wenqi came to my sch n we studied but i found out i lost jason's watch.. OPPSIE!! omg.. i left it in the autocad lab on mon when i was so happy i finished it i didnt care abt my watch le.. i jus went .. I GUESS. it could be at home thou.. hmm hmm.. =/
anyways. i lost his watch.. FOSSIL watch man.. damn. muz fork out a bomb to pay for his stupid watch.. haiz.. =( so sian now. noe wat? my life is so dead. i go to sch. i study my best. i go home n watch tv. teach ken ken. eat and slp =D HOW FUN. not. life is normal. too normal and too systematic. it's like an agenda. a timetable. BORING. once u get used to it. tell ya. it's super boring =D
well.. i think i'll end here. my life have been so normal tt i hardly go online. hope ta update more online next time =D
I LOVE BUTTER <-- this is such a piss off ( I LOVE IT! I LOVE SAYING IT)
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